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Friday, September 29, 2006

Dammit,Another 2 weeks of school and then I've "graduated".Sucks.You know how when you're like sec1 to 3 and you're always complaining that school's just too long?Now I feel like its too damn short.O levels are coming!Panic attack on the go!On the 14th of Oct, I'd have techincally finished sec 4..I think I'm gonna miss the class.Sure I dislike some people in it but overall I like the class.Ranks up there with 6G '02 at ats and e2 '04 at sgss.In e6 though...its like very friendly between the different groups of people.I usually hang out with Ronald,Harrison,Luke etc. but I think I'm rather on ok terms with people like Kenneth,Nicholas,Saf,Joey that group,Elvin,Dino,Lucas,Xavier that bunch and Arrun,Saravanath,Pirakash,Sanmugan all these.So I feel yea...class atmosphere isnt really that bad.

I've been rather off these past week.I've been getting really tired easily.I used to play soccer for long periods of time without any problems.But now?!I come back home,I rest a while,take a shower and then use the com.And I fall asleep at the bloody com!I mean its like one minute I'm happily surfing through soccernet and stuff and the next thing I know,I'm lying back in my chair sleeping for about 10-20 mins before waking up and realising that I feel asleep.And its happened twice already.Oh yea.wanna know what prompted me blogging this?Me falling asleep at the com again!Sheesh.And I didnt even do anything tiring today but go to school.Hmmm.maybe thats the problem.

Been feeling abit...bleagh too..Having done my prelims I'm rather slack now.And its the worse time for it!I mean the Os are like....about a month away!I really need to start studying.Speaking of prelims,I'm kinda...disappointed with myself.Did rather poorly then what I'd had expected of myself.Gotta push for the Os.Dang it,I'm just not in the mood.-.-

Also,I'm kinda...messed up personally.Alot's been happening in the past year and I guess its catching up on me.I'd like to say I've matured?But somehow I don't really think so.Yea my views on many things have changed but I'm still more or less where I was a year ago.That sucks.I'm 16 now.I should be like....talking politics and beng more concerned about world news.Ah politics schmolitics.Who needs politics when you can have pish-poshing fun.

Harrison's bday party really opened my eye a little bit.Felt that my life was rather dull.It's still dull.But I wanna change that.I wanna have fun.Go play around(in a nice inoocent way mind you)(well,ok maybe not THAT innocent,but innocent enough) and enjoy my life while I can.Meet new people make new friends.I wanna drink again.Not get drunk though.Slightly tipsy is fine but not over the top vomit-at-two-mrt stations-getting-majorly-hungover kinda drunk.

I digress.Seriously though,I just want to have abit of excitement in my life.Its getting stale.Everyday's like a routine and I'm sick of it.Deep down I'm a little shaken up(not in a bad way) cause of some things that I didn't could have ever in a million years think would happen.But it did.So I'm a little in between places right now.

On a happier note,I got an original Liverpool jersey last month I think.Or was it this?Don't know don't care.What matters is that I've got it.Gerrard's name and number and all.Way cool.I can't bear to wear it sometimes.It's so nice.It deserves to be framed and mounted in my room on my wall.

Oh yea.Decision time's coming.Poly or JC?by the looks of my prelims scores,its gonna be ITE.Thats how bad it is.I dunno.I had plans to go AJC,SAJC or CJC.If I were to go to poly,I would want to take up Mass Comm. or Sports and Leisure Management.But its hard.Gotta push myself really hard in order to achieve it.Urgh.I do not want to work hard!Sigh.Oh well.

Speaking of decisions,Decisions is up and running on www.fanfiction.net .Its my first fanfic so bear with me.Although I doubt anyone would read it,just pop down,take a look,leave a review.Cheers.

Ah.Its like.7 now.I gotta go eat and then get ready to go for tuition.I'm stuck with 3 tuitions in 3 days.Bloody boring.Oh yea.There's this gig I wanna go to tmr.But I'm not sure if I shld.Once again,decisions decisions.Oh-bloody-fantastic.

Alright,I'm off.

-dric signing off.

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