Friday, January 27, 2006
went back to ATS today.All you people nv go back!wah lao..6G pple why never go back?only Jac meiz steady seh.I was there from like...12+ i think?yea.was with YK the whole time in ATS.cos we both couldn't find any frens.Saw Jedidah there.and her fren.she looked familiar tho.someone remind me to add Jedidah on msn and ask her.well.so while I was walking arnd with YK,saw Mdm Chan and Wu lao shi.I really am amazed with Primary sch.Students asking for permission to clean the floor.Was at Mdm Chan's p2 class when that happened.It's like....in sec sch you practically have to force the 4e6 pple to clean up lo.lol.
so arnd 2,YK left.and I waited.and waited.till Jac reach sch.So off we went to find Mdm Chan again.Found her.then talked and talked.Talked like for...nearly an hr?then we left.Go j8 or near there cos Jac wanted to get new specs.So ok lor.since I got nth to do.Actually wanted to go out de.But someone had another appt to go K-Boxing mah.
then after that,i went home and just....wasted my time on fan fic and my ps2.I really shld be doing work.....got maths.but im lazy.sians.hate myself.Jac was right.i'm lazy.so much for Mdm Chan thinking 6G '02 is a motivated class.And she said our class was the best to teach!WOOO!You rock Mdm Chan!lol.
so anyway.....feeling a little worn out now.I have no idea why.Just feel like....everything's too much to take...you know that feeling?like its...weighing heavily down on you..i dunno.the past few days have been horrible for me.I try to pass it off as transition....adjusting to my life now.just that...sucks la......every night just waiting for something to happen...but nv does...haiz.I knew what was going to happen.I said i din mind.and really i dun.really.just...feels like..there's nth anymore.i noe there is.but i feel there isn't.doesnt make sense does it?hah....im hanging on....even if its by a thread...the thought of managing to live this through past Os is driving me on.Motivation.That's what I need.Yes.Motivation.Aim for the Os.Get over with it.and have a gd time after that.Im in need of a bloody wake up call.Somebody just slap me awake.
Just 3 words are all I wanna hear.....
rewind-`
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